i can('t) talk.

i figured that i would do some blogging since i've lost my voice and haven't spoken a word all day. alex has been insistent that i try not to talk because i was starting to sound scratchy yesterday, but i kept on using my voice. i haven't been up to much today.. i've been spending most of my time in bed watching friends or reading. i really hate staying in bed when i'm sick. it's hard for me because i love keeping busy and productive! oh wells.. hopefully this will pass soon. if it persists, i may go to the doctor to see if i have some sort of illness. you know, bronchitis, strep throat, tonsillitis, lung infection, something?

anyways, i've been fooling around with my blog lay out for the past couple months and i just can't find a design that i love! i wish that "blogger" had more design layouts and ideas that didn't look so.. so. for now, this is the one i've settled with. one of my friends brother has a blog on tumblr that looks great! we don't really know each other, but he seems super creative and talented! his blog is all about fashion and the latest trends, and it really inspires me! i have always been interested the fashion world, but have never really pursued it. plus, sometimes (i'm lying), most of the time, i look at the photos of the gorgeous girls and think "i wish i looked like that." so in conclusion: love clothes, love fashion, love shopping, wish i was skinnier.

off topic..
i've been trying to plan out future stuff and i have realized it is seeming difficult and makes me paranoid city! well, not so much paranoid as just worry mania. alex will be graduating in october and starts his new job on june 1st, so he will be a working man! and other people are getting married and finishing school, etc, and i am only graduating from my architectural diploma. i still have so many more years of school ahead of me, and i can't help but worry and wonder of what the future holds.

oh! it's my tv tuesday! 90210, sarah's house, and the hills is back on tonight! drama city <3

anyways, i am going to try and google some ways to soothe a sore and swollen throat.
hope everyone is having a good tuesday!
xx

today: you're not stubborn - two door cinema club