deep ocean, vast sea.

its day three of not being able to squeak out a sound. i went to the doctors yesterday morning and waited two and a half hours in line because i didn't have an appointment to get told that i have bronchitis and strep throat. i wasn't even aware that you could have those two things at once. so anyways, i am currently on antibiotics for the strep throat, and hating every moment of it. i've never had it before, and i never want to have it again! it's so painful!

anyways, enough with the ranting.. there has just been wonderful weather here in toronto. yesterday was +19, today is +18, and friday and saturday are in the +20's. i hope it stays forever <3

for the rest of the day, i believe i am just resting at home and hanging out with alex. today is his last exam! and he will be home at noon to celebrate! well, sorta. i don't want him to get sick, and he has been coughing a bit, so i have been trying to keep my distance. sad :( oh! and i am making a homemade tomato soup for dinner tonight because i haven't been able to eat solid foods, so i'm pretty excited about testing the recipe out!

well, i'm going to try and nap for a little while.. i haven't slept in four days! gah!
hope everyone is enjoying their week!
xx

i can('t) talk.

i figured that i would do some blogging since i've lost my voice and haven't spoken a word all day. alex has been insistent that i try not to talk because i was starting to sound scratchy yesterday, but i kept on using my voice. i haven't been up to much today.. i've been spending most of my time in bed watching friends or reading. i really hate staying in bed when i'm sick. it's hard for me because i love keeping busy and productive! oh wells.. hopefully this will pass soon. if it persists, i may go to the doctor to see if i have some sort of illness. you know, bronchitis, strep throat, tonsillitis, lung infection, something?

anyways, i've been fooling around with my blog lay out for the past couple months and i just can't find a design that i love! i wish that "blogger" had more design layouts and ideas that didn't look so.. so. for now, this is the one i've settled with. one of my friends brother has a blog on tumblr that looks great! we don't really know each other, but he seems super creative and talented! his blog is all about fashion and the latest trends, and it really inspires me! i have always been interested the fashion world, but have never really pursued it. plus, sometimes (i'm lying), most of the time, i look at the photos of the gorgeous girls and think "i wish i looked like that." so in conclusion: love clothes, love fashion, love shopping, wish i was skinnier.

off topic..
i've been trying to plan out future stuff and i have realized it is seeming difficult and makes me paranoid city! well, not so much paranoid as just worry mania. alex will be graduating in october and starts his new job on june 1st, so he will be a working man! and other people are getting married and finishing school, etc, and i am only graduating from my architectural diploma. i still have so many more years of school ahead of me, and i can't help but worry and wonder of what the future holds.

oh! it's my tv tuesday! 90210, sarah's house, and the hills is back on tonight! drama city <3

anyways, i am going to try and google some ways to soothe a sore and swollen throat.
hope everyone is having a good tuesday!
xx

today: you're not stubborn - two door cinema club

blink.

it's official. i'm done school! well, at least for now. i start classes again this coming monday, and they go until the end of august! but i have a nice week break to unwind and try and recover from this cold i have. actually, i'm not even sure you can call it a cold. its more of a sore throat, lose your voice, kind of situation happening. along with sinus congestion. anyways, enough with the cold talk..

i don't have much planned for this week so far. alex has exams until the 29th of april, so i'm pretty much a lone ranger. sometime this week i need to get my tires switched over.. i had an appointment last saturday, but i forgot that they were still sitting in my grandmas garage. and then some organizing needs to be done with my school books and such. and friiiday is the bier markt for sandras husbands birthday!

other than that, today: maybe yoga tree again if i feel up to it, and then grocery shopping. i was supposed to go yesterday, but laziness came over me.. and well it didn't happen. then tonight, i'm trying out another of my dads recipes!

well, not much to report here.
hope everyone is having a good monday!
xx

today: i found you - luluc

another another chance

almost done almost done! tomorrow i have my final assignment due for my cad class, and my last exam! i can't wait!

today has been the most productive day for me! i'm a bit sick so i was up early with some tea and catching up on the last few episodes of 90210. then some studying and slacking on fb and twitter! then i had a long list of errands that i've been putting off for months, including: depositing my GST and award cheques, paying some bills at the bank, getting a new passport picture, renewing my passport, heading to the post office to mail some forms and final transcripts, and picking up my summer tires from my grandmas house! phew! anyways, i just finished studying a bit more and i should probably put on some more laundry.

tonight: making dinner and i don't believe that my thursday night shows are on, so i told alex that i would watch die hard 2 with him.

tomorrow: one of the girls from my school (sandra) and i are celebrating being done school by getting pedicures and gelato, and then japanese for dinner! can't wait! i haven't had a pedicure in almost a year. it is definitely needed!

anyways, laundry is calling my name.
sorry this post is a bit dull..
xx

today: keep breathing - ingrid michaelson

come away with me.

i woke up early this morning considering i had the day off today.. but i had a ton of errands and other such things that just had to get done. school has been hectic as usual. well, i guess its been hectic and not at the same time. my stress levels haven't even come close to being comparable to others (2nd year, 1st semester). i pretty much cried everyday and slept about 2 hours a night haha. ohhh the memories..

i only have a week and a half left of school and then i graduate! and i will officially have my pre-undergraduate degree in architectural science!!! then, only about 5 more years and i will have my masters :) thats the goal for now at least!

friday, i have one of my major projects due. and then monday i have 3 exams :( specifications and documentations, building science detailing, and sustainable design. i'm not overly worried about my building science detailing exam.. but the others i'm a bit concerned about. there is just so much material and so much at stake! 40% for each exam. gah!

anyways, i don't have much to write about. but i thought i would give everyone a little update.

tomorrow i am at school all day again!
lets hope i make it through another 12 hour day!
xx

today: i've been in a bit of a music rutt, so i have no music suggestions. any good recommendations?