let me love you.

well, its been nineteen days since my last post, and i hate to say it but there isn't much happening here in toronto. i've recently learned how to play pool and ping pong which is SUPER FUN! can't believe i just learned. oh! can't believe this wasn't the first thing i told you.. i am going to attempt to do P90X. for those of you who don't know what i'm talking about.. it's a workout thing. a friend lent it to me because he hasn't had the courage to start it (plus he really doesn't need to because he is a size 28 waist, and could stand to gain a few pounds hehe), but yes. i've heard it's wonderful, scary, grueling, and effective! i've been getting a little tired with the routine i've started to do at the gym, so i thought this would mix things up! i want to focus on getting healthier and doing something that makes me actually feel good about myself. for those who know me, know that i don't always feel very good about the way i look. and well, i'm determined to make that change! positive body image is a really important to me. no matter what size, shape, race, etc. i find it really important to be happy with well.. YOU! and i've recently veered away from that, so i'm ready to get back to that frame of mind!

anyways, i will try and keep everyone posted on how things are going with P90X. so wish me luck!
love always,
xx

today: OMG - usher feat. will.i.am

the ladder.

saturday morning and not sure what today has to offer. i will probably have breakfast coming up here quick, but other than that, the day is as free as a bird! i guess i should really enjoy my last couple days of freedom before i go back to school! gah! school until the end of august, and then hopefully university of toronto in the fall. i've been a bit upset this week.. ryerson yet again turned me down because they couldn't accept my summer school extension i requested for to complete some admissions classes i am missing. which is why i am taking summer classes in the first place, but that's okay, at least i will have them out of the way to re-apply yet again to ryerson next year. next year will be my THIRD and FINAL time applying there. their program must be something super special because i've been accepted by every other school but theirs. who only lets in 50 applicants out of 2000 anyway? what a crock! but hopefully i will get into the university of toronto, because i've been accepted by two other schools, but it would require me to move, whiiiich.. i'm not super interested in.

anyways, that's what's happening on the school front. on other things.. alex and i just realized that it will be our 5 year anniversary in september, so we are going to try and plan a trip somewhere! we've never been on a vacation together, so that would be super special!

well, i'm off to make breakfast and tidy up the condo a bit. since i've been sick, the cleaning has kind of fallen to the waist side.
hope everyone had a terrific week!
xo

today: make it without you - andrew belle